day 138 || snapshot

Rough day. One of those proverbial rotten days when nothing goes right.

So I try concentrating on the positive energy of the day, trying to focus on the positive. In fact, I recently purchased a book on meditation, wanting to find the personal internal-Buddah lost inside me, lost to me. Wanting to learn how to focus on the now and not the crouching future, nor the smirking past.

Weeks without painting only strengthens the negative, diminishes the goals—